SQUEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I HELD HANDS WITH HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EEEK!!!!

Ok, ok, lets start with this morning.

Got to school, went to the pit (area in the side of the gym where no teachers can see you.Aka the troublemakers area) went to class, got dispersed to Mrs. B's room, and when i got there my friend Nicole was talking to Rikki. We played blackjack and when i got 21 Rikki took my cards. I said i hated him. He said i love you. I hate you. I love you. On and on for 3 hours. Went to lunch, went to Mrs. B's class again. Spent that entire class talking to Ciara and JT. Went to Mrs. Jamie's class, talked to JT for a few mins, and after that watched this show called numb3rs. Pretty cool, for a math show. After that, JT threw my pen in the trashcan and i said i wouldn't let him leave until he got it out. He said he was stronger than me, so we arm wrestled. He won (i gots wimpy arms)and i held on to his hand and he didnt complaid for a minute, then he started pulling and said let go of my hand, and i couldnt think of an excuse for holding his hand, so i just said "Get my pen." He didnt get the pen. I did. I kicked him on the way out. He kicked me right before we got to the busses. I almost followed him to his bus, but got on mine. Now i (somehow) have a burn on the back of my leg where he kicked me. Gotta say, best burn i've ever had(emo sounding, much?)*sigh*good day.

kitties...

found some kittie yeterday, put them in our screen porch.now theyre all hiding behind the freezer and i cant even feed them. im crying now because i cant do anything. im sick, tired, and have 5 kittens on my back porch ready to die because my mom is a smartass and thinks im a smartass and everything.

Wrote that about 3 hours ago :P It's all good now, kittens all safe and warm, raining and thundering and lightninging and stuff. Uhg, my nose is all clogged :( I wish i could have gone to school and seen JT. Oh well. Hands are all scratched up from catching and holding the kittens. Deadly little fluffballs. Three are cuddled up in the box, not sure where the other two are, probobly cuddled up in a corner.

T_T

What the fuck did i do wrong? I havent fucking eaten anything but a goddamn fruit cup, and that was at school! Seriously, thats it, but does that excuse me from making messes in the fridge? Nooo, It was automatically me. God dammit, i hate my fucking stepdad! I am sitting here doing absolutely nothing, and all of the sudden i hear him screaming something about making fucking messes in the fridge and not putting things back where i got them! I HAVEN'T EVEN EATEN!!!!!!!

DAMMIT SOMEONE FUCKING SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!